Today I felt like so damn emo cos of my 2 stupid 'good friends'.
They like abandoned me for the 3rd time in 2 months. Ok, maybe it was more than 3 times but I didn't bother counting all of them.
So
un-pissed at them la. I was like emo-ing the whole entire 3 hour break not because of them abandoning me, but because of how they don't seem to return my friendship. Bloody hell, I hate wasting my friendship and loyalty on people who don't appreciate it. I've been used before and let me tell you something, I hate bitches who use people like bloody slaves. I can totally read them la, like how I know if you aren't truthful to me or if you're keeping something from me. Must be face to face of course la. It's all in the eyes. I'm pretty good at reading people around me (not strangers though. :P) if I say so myself.
Usually I won't say anything about it. And when I do they laugh it off. They know I notice, so they don't do it often.
Today, Candice told me that she wanted to talk to Shi Ni (these are my 2 very 'good friends') and I was like sure go ahead because they were sitting in front of me. Then Candice was like 'In private'. Wow, like who wouldn't see through that? I replied her good-humouredly, since I'm so nice, 'You could have just told me you wanted me to leave you guys alone right?'
Ya, ok, I wasn't offended
that much, but the worst thing was that after they talked, me and a few other friends were like at this racial harmony day booth and they walked past.
I didn't see them again, but when I was walking up the stairs with my other friends, they like ran up to the 4th level from the 2nd level (we were at the 1st level). They told me afterwards that they had stomaches and went to the toilet. Like that's even
CREDIBLE.
Ya, sure, both of them are smarter than me but they don't have to give me these stupid excuses right? They are like totally
TRANSPARENT I TELL YOU!!! They were @ the 2nd level before they ran up, and there is a girls' toilet on the 2nd level. So obviously I was pissed. I had every right to be. They're like the closest friends I had in NUSH and if I couldn't trust them, who could I trust? Like bloody hell would I have done that to them. I'm sarcastic yeah but hey, I have a
HEART. You know I actually told them 'Are you sure, because for some reason it sounds like you're
lying.'Ya, I know I can be very bitchy when I'm pissed. Anyone who knows me personally should know that.
And so, for the better part of the day I ignored them.
You know what? With friends like these, who needs enemies?
IF YOU 2 ARE READING THIS BLOODY THING NOW, TOO BAD IF I HURT YOUR BLOODY FEELINGS COS I DON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS SINCE YOU DIDN'T GIVE A DAMN ABOUT MINE.Ya, so other than that, the day went pretty well. Choir was fun and we had to sing with the belts that we're supposed to wear on Saturday because we had to get used to them.
Kinda funny when we wear it on top of our school shirts. Lol.
And every day life sucks, but I just deal with it, cos I'm surrounded by people who don't care about my feelings. All my old friends (Like u guys) are the only ones who really understand me and care for me. The rest of them are
TRANSPARENT. They don't even try to be translucent. My god. I'm talking like I'm describing bacteria colonies for Microbiology. >.<
Nice pic right? My sis took this yesterday using our camera. Our dad took really nice ones but didn't get from him. I couldn't take using my phone cos it's damndamndamn ugly. My phone camera is seriously lousy. Lol.
